I'm happy that I'm not needing the surgery right now, I wasn't sure how I was going to handle it anxiety wise. However, I still can't work because I'm still anxious! I'm taking both my meds again, today was a kinda crappy day, got up with the jitters, etc etc.
My disability benefits ran out today also, so now I have money worries along with my health issues. If I can just have good days I will go back to work, part time to start with...so I can try to pay my bills and keep myself occupied.
It's just very disheartening when I try to have a good day and my anxiety prevents me from doing so.
When will this all end?
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Well, I am glad things are not so bad that surgery doesn't need to be considered immenent at this point, that is at least something of a silver lining.
Since this is an ongoing issue, I would suggest you get the SSA Starter Kit that could tell you if you can now qualify for extended Disability help.
http://www.socialsecurity.gov/disability/disability_starter_kits.htm
Also, find you local county Social Services number and give them a call as they may be able to direct you towards some other help as well.
http://lwd.dol.state.nj.us/labor/tdi/worker/state/sp_soc_serv_bds.html
Hopefully, better days are ahead.
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